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Life Changes Your Mind

Sunday 20 March 11 22:50
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Life changes your point of view, your mindset, and how you act.
Through life, you inherit wisdom and strength from every tough lesson learned, and every hard decision that had to be made.

At the end of the day, you are who you are..
But that doesn't mean it's who you'll always be.

Say what you want even when no one is listening.
Decide who you are, and who you're going to be.
Then change your mind again and again.
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Tuesday 28 September 10 09:41
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It's after 1am, and I still haven't slept..
I have to squeeze in a shower some time between now and school.
I'm ridiculous. 
Here's what I've been up to though....
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Cover,

Binding of old book.

I converted an old binder into my inspiration binder... :)
I'll add sections to it later.
I didn't have too much to work with, but that's when creativity comes into play...
The cover is pretty simple. I used pages of an old book on the side for a.. paper maché affect.
Th book was literally falling apart, and I could see the material used to bind it together, and decided to tear it out and use it. I find it "completes" the cover. :D
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Inside!.

This is what it looks like when you open it up..
On the left, the smudged brown design on paper is from old, unusable mascara. I like the effect it gave.
The flower petals are candy wrappers, the middle is a penny...
There is also a broken bracelet that I adored, but no longer had any use for..
The right is just a chalk pastel background and old CDs..
There WERE more pics, but they're taking forever to upload onto here, and I'm tired, and you get the point.
I NEED more hot glue gun sticks, cause scotch taping and glusticking some of this shit was ridiculous... s:

A glue gun will clean up the appearance of it a bit, especially the back inside cover.
I was just soo eager to get this started tonight..
But, now I'm exhausted, and I'll probably die at school tomorrow. Yay.
I'll find a link to the site I got this idea from and post it in the next blog post... for anyone else looking for inspiration/ideas/a creative outlet. 

Much love!
xoxo

My 'workplace'
aka my bed.. 
tends to get a liiiiiittle messy. 
Oops. :{
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What a Beautiful Mess

Tuesday 28 September 10 05:05
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Just writing in math class.
Freeform art style, as Ryan calls it, since it's not meant to be a poem, or song, or anything specific. 
Take what you will from it. 
Not my best work, but I figured I'd post it as a blog entry on here anyway.
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They put a blindfold over her eyes
Made of the prettiest of fabrics, gleaming in the light
And along with her sight, it blacked out her sense of awareness
They told her, this is the life everyone dreams of.
They chemically removed her conscience - it melted away and was washed onto the filthy floor, covered with an inch thick layer of dust, mixed with human desire.
The whole room reeked of their poison, burning all her senses..
Though it's not like that's something she'd mind.

Ah, what a pretty mess they made...
What a stunning picture they painted....
What a beautiful mess. 

They ripped off and discarded her dove-shaped locket.
And in its search, she fell to her hands and knees, running her hands over the dirty floor
But it too had chemically dissolved into nothing, and was never seen again.

With that part of her missing, and her heart and soul unravelling, 
She was never herself again.
Every fibre of her being was left chemically burned.
And the scars left, are scars she is forever tied to
Scars that spell promiscuous.

What a beautiful mess..

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Much, much love to readers/followers/hype..ers/commenters 
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Photo credit to my dear Alex. :D
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A Simple Mess

Saturday 28 August 10 18:23
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Running on no sleep (y)
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~Sitting by a fire, on a lonely night
Hangin' over from another good time...
With another girl, little dirty girl -
You should listen to this story of a life.
You're my heroin..
In this moment I'm lonely, fulfilling my darkest dream.~

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Everybody says you should enjoy the simple things in life.
And I try, believe me. 
But it seems half my enjoyment of the simple things... comes from complicating the hell out of them, and making an unbearable mess out of things... then trying to fix them.
It's how I've kept myself busy this summer.

Speaking of summer....
It's over. Meeting at the school Monday, to discuss some things, then first day back on Wednesday.
Since I'm not going to my designated school, I do NOT have the luxury of saying "Oh, well going back isn't SO bad! I get to see all my friends!"
Cause I don't get to see any of them at my school.
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Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Time for breakfast..

Plans today:
Possibly spending a couple hours out with the family
Get some shit around the house done
Hopefully blazing with Jeff
Possibly hanging out with Aaron or whoever else wants to chill on this otherwise uneventful Saturday..
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Much love ♥
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I Hate Pineapple

Sunday 22 August 10 12:00
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Back to blogging. Let's give it another go.
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Do you know how good it feels to have goals? To know you're WORKING towards something?
Do you know how it feels each time you reach a goal?
It's like having a redbull, and growing wings. Except it really feels like you just drank some TAKEONTHEFUCKINGWORLD juice. It's nice. It has a minty after taste, too.

At night I close my eyes and picture my life being exactly the way I want it. And it's motivating, because I know everything I want is achievable with a little (well, actually a lot) of work. It's all doable though, just may prove to be challenging.
Life would be too boring though, if everything was to simply fall into place all the time.

No one will make you happy...
Change what you can, cope with what you can't, love yourself... and there will always be something to smile about.


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